took some pics there..
that Shi Min..
she's kinda quiet..but very poilte and friendly..

that's Shi Min and Jac

and that's Shi Min and me..^^

this is a bookmark..
I guess made by those clients from MINDS
though it was simple..
it was quite nice...^^
I quite like the quote printed on it..

it says.."Being loved deeply by someone gives you Strength; Loving someone deeply gives you Courage"

i am alright..but somehow...the smile on my face isn't really from the
bottom of my heart anymore...cos feeling kinda useless that I cant do anything....
his no longer that him...I mean like somehow the smile he's having now isn't the same as the smile he previously had...felt that though he's smiling..but deep down there's still something bothering him..i know what is it..yet I couldn't do anything...this kinda sux...no matter how hard I tried..
I still cant really cheer him up...seeing him like that I felt lousy...lousy that I cant help him, cant really make him smile, cant do anything....being able to sense his thoughts and feelings wasn't something that I did it on purpose..but just that those thoughts and feeling would come to me naturally.. it was kinda heartbreaking when you said that I keep giving you that look with that ke lian face trying to make you tell me.. I really wasn't.. I wasn't trying to make you tell me what's on your mind..but it was just that I really dunno what I can do to make you feel better cos I know you're not feeling good...just really cant help it looking at you like that.. and I remembered that you said you hate that look and was kinda annoying.. I didn't mean it.. so I tried avoid lookin after that... I know you didn't want me to worry...but I even if I dun worry...I still wont have the mood to drag you with me shopping when I can feel that you're not right...but I guess I cant say anything ba...if you dun want me to know anything.. I'll try to pretend that I didn't know...but I wouldn't be happy I guess...**sigh** what can I do........

whoohoo~!
have plenty to blog....
this few days kinda busy..
gonna be a super duper long post with loadz pics..hehe..


first....on tuesday...
it was the launching of a xbox game, Halo 3..
we're working at the booth..
distributing the game to those who had made pre-orders..
whoo...
the official launching of the game was at 12 noon...
but some of them came to queue up as early as 7.30am..>.<>and the early bird who got this was.....
tata~!
these two guys...

and look...
he's cool horz...
hehe..

those two early birds even got interviewed by reporters...
=.="
haha.. I was stationed at the 1st counter...
was laughing at that time..

when the game was officially launched...
we're like super busy...
cos we were told tat the queue was super long...
besides receiving their games..
they were also given a free goodie bag..
haha..which they'll exchange it at the counter upon collecting the game..
the long queue ended after 90 mins..
and....see..this is the no.of cards I had..

and this is the no.of cards dardar had..
>.<

then...it was lunch time~!
hehe...

after lunch....no more crowd..
**legs tired...sat down on the floor**
and snapped this pic of dar..=x

this was booth...hehe..
see those boxes..
those green thingy are the goodie bags...

no crowd..
which means......
can slack.....!!!
haha...
those guys are chatting..hehe

after work..
went to khatib for dinner..
after dinner....
we had some arguements...
ended up quite unhappy..
oh well...not gonna mention it..
but....after a fight... there's always a happy ending..
so......went to the park to play candles..
hehe..
we happily playing playing..
then realized there's alot alot of ants...
then dar so bad...
he burnt them... almost all of them.. see...

all the black dots and this pic are actually ants...!!

there are still plenty plenty more to write..
had a extremely wonderful time with my dar...
though there were some unhappiness inbetween..
but...i guess it's just normal ba...
and plus...I know recently......yupz..
so... dun worry or think too much about it ler ba..
everything is just fine...
know that u're down cos of what I've said...
sorries...didn't mean it...
like what I've said...I'm just a call away...
so...yupz...i'll be there whenever u need..24/7..^^


shall continue of what happened ytd and today at my couple bloggie..
hehe...


have to be in sch tml...
hehe...dardar's gonna meet me in sch as well...
hehe..my sweetie..^^

**sigh**
the sky has already turn dark..
where are you?
not a call...not a reply..not online...
what are you doin.....
sleeping..? at home..? or still at the chalet..?
**sigh**
something went wrong...?
I'm waiting for your call dar..
or at least a reply to my sms...

Rotting~!
**argh**
so bored at home..
was watching
hehe..nice..so sianz..
dardar at chalet...
me at home...slacking..
dar...missing you...
**wonder**
**what are you doin now**

*wonder*
got miss me not...?
hmm...it's only Tuesday tml..
gotta wait till Wednesday then can see you ba I guess..
**snif snif**

~slack slack~
suddenly feel like eating donuts again..
uhoh...haha..
**crave crave**
I guess I'm addicted to donuts bah..
cos..it's so sweet...
so yummy~!
hehe..
gonna head off to bed lo..
promise dardar to sleep early tonite..
so..yupz...
goodnitez~!




miss ya loadz!
shall cuddle you tightly in my dream..
hehe..enjoy urself~!
*`^`xoxo`^`*

At work during the weekends..
as usual..kinda bored..haha..
cos no sales...
so we girls were busy chatting..
hehe..Valerie taught me how to fold a paper tortoise..
haha..so special...=p
here's how it looks like..the smaller one was done by me~!towards the end of work today..
an accident happened..
luckily that no one was hurt..
oh well..one of the lights on the celling fell off..
the light was still left hanging there..
a girl nearly got hit..
haha..super lucky..

my sweet dardar picked me up from work..
so good horx..hehe..
dardar super 疼我.. despite working at causeway till 9pm..
dardar still insist to pick me up from work at Bugis..
so I guess dardar rushed down to Bugis right after work bah...
thanks dar~! muackz~!
super sweet of you..


hehe..on the bus saw this dead dragon fly on the seat..
dardar so cute..
cos he said that the dragonfly died cos someone fart..
[ too smelly..that's why it died ]
=.="

dardar goin to chalet starting from tml..=x
which means...not gonna see dar this few days..>.<
dardar, must rem to miss me horx.. hehe


just wanna spend all of my time with you baby...
^^

after which...as usual..
my sweet little boy will send me to amk..
hehe..

This is a pic of my the other half...

and this is the pic of a whole..
hehe..that's our cute couple tee..^^

bought this monkey for dardar..
cos I know dardar likes this monkey quite a bit..
as he ALWAYS like to "bully" my monkey..
so..I manage to get one that's similar for him..
hehe..

and TATA~!
that's a pic of our monkeys..hehe..




hmmm...today went to Boon Lay..
haha..cos I said I want to..
[dardar so good horz..always pei me go to places that I wanna go]
hmm...went back to woodlands after that...
had a craving for donuts...
so I pulled dardar to go get the donuts with me...
hehe..

yupz..these are my donuts..
*yummy*

oh well...blog another day...
wanna go eat my donuts...
then play maple..
hehe...dardar waiting...




dardar has been having this sore eye lately..
it was quite serious I guess..though dardar insist that it was not..
I guess he just dun wan me to be worried bah..
but..I just couldn't help it..
it has been there for a few days ler...
seriously..still worried though you told me not to..
it's nature lo..
haix..dardar..must take care...
tml gonna work for 9 hours worx..
I know that I'm naggy and bothers too much...
but.......erm...yupz...
sorries...please dun get annoyed..


carez~!

didn't meet dardar today..
cos he needs some proper rest at home..
so..was out with my pri sch friend..
went to Vivo city..
hmm...just couldn'tfind it..
haix..
oh well...
saw this super cute de bull dog at the pet safari..
whoo~!
I love it..
it's so adorable..
wanna own one next time..
that blur face is so cute..
though they are not the best looking dogs..
but they are very friendly, loyal and faithful..
sometimes we simply cant judge a book by its cover yea..**hope that I can find it**
*it'll turn out smooth*
>.<
wanna go play maple lo..
pei dardar..^^

Hehe..Dardar so pro..
he caught this piggy from those machine at the acrade..
hehe..so..started to take pics with my little zhuzhu when i got home..
=ptata~! =)

>.<

my zhuzhu...~!
**oinkz oinkz**

**argh**
whole body aching...)=
especially my legs...
hmm...but still have to go to work..
hehe..lookin like a roasted pig lo..
>.<>look at those bags...at my cart..

and those watches as well..

too bored...took pics..>.<

learn how to fold this...hehe..
jasmine teach me de..^^
yipee~! time to go home..
*tired*
my sweet dardar came to fetch me from work..
so happy to see him after a tiring day..
*hugz & kisses*

wahaha..
today went to east coast...
and the weather was perfect..
went skating for 2 hours ...
*sad*
I fell down...[bruised]
....sobz....
then took our lunch at mac..


dardar super notty wor...
carried and threw me into the sea..>.<
[**a couple of times**]
haha..the evil me of cos took revenge lo..
wahaha..
oh well..in the end all wet..
hehe..fun fun..
enjoyed so much...

*argh*
so tanned...>.<
haha...look my rosy cheeks...
omg...

oh well...
**wish** => that I can dun go to work tml...haiz..
but...just a wish bah..
wont come true de...>.<

today I found out dardar de 招牌动作..
super cute de..
but too bad...you guys wont have a chance to see it..
cos it's exclusively to me only..
wahaha..


whenever I recall what you said...
I'll always end up having a smile on my face..
especially when I recalled it while looking at you...
*so sweet*
``girlfriend 是拿来疼的``
and all the small little things that you done for me..
makes me feel so 幸福 to be with you...
and how lucky I am to be with you...
and that you're mine...
life wouldn't be that great without you..
.thanks love.

today went to IMM with dardar.. hehe..
when we first got into the mall...
we saw this interesting so called "poster" advertising
this new movie..
look at the person in the middle..
looks familiar horx..
haha...that's how dardar gonna look like when he has a tummi next time..>.<
opps..! dardar is gonna whack my butt when he sees this...=x

As usual..we couldn't resist the temptation of food..
haha.. shared this brownie together..
**yummy**
very nice..

after which shop around..
found this outdoor place in the mall...
alot of kids playing there..
**how I wish that I can fit into those playground**
``too old and too tall``

see...they're enjoying themselves..
it's still the best to be kids..
haha..
life would be so easy and simple..
>.<

went back to AMK in the late evening..
while queuing for Fish & Co..
this is my snappie of dardar...

Had a great time today..hehe..
dardar...thanks for the help in the afternoon..
hehe..
sweet..sweeter...sweetest... ^^
hmmm..wonder what I gonna do tml...
slack at home..?
go swim swim...?
or go k box...??
haiyo..dunno..cos dardar wont be free tml..=x
will miss you de...>.<

today was out in town...=x
went to watch Rush Hour 3 with dardar...
hehe...
the movie was nice...
hehe..
after that initially was thinking of watching another movie de..
haha...but in the end we didnt..
went to settle my cravings for cookies..
wahah..
tata~! famous amos..!!
my favorite..>.<After which slacked at one of the small desert place in cineleisure..
today sort of had a argument with dardar..
both of us were rather angry..
didnt really talk..
took these pics when we're having that "cold war"

while waiting for the train...
he sat at the other end...
>.<

alight from the train at yck..
was really feeling quite down at that time...
treated dardar quite coldly...
**guilty**
hmm..while...cos I wasn't in good mood...
so..I decided to walk back home from yck mrt station..
and....
my silly boy...
[my sweet little prince]
he alighted at yck as well...
following me closely behind though I didnt bother much bout him...
cos my state of mind at that time was too focus on some other stuff..
wasnt paying attention to what was going on to the surrounding while walking..
luckily dardar was there...
otherwise....
I guess I would have been knocked down by the cars liao bah..
so...yupz...
my poor dardar was following me quietly behind me till I reach home..
dardar...
very sorries...>.<
thanks for tolerating my willfulness...
was just thinking of what you've said in the afternoon..
>.<




..Life isn't always gonna be sunny..
..gotta understand that dude..
>.<

Super boring day...!!
**sigh**
today quite a few ppl approached me...
haha..not for my number...
but...to ask me where that food junction gone to...>.<>now the basement is under renovation..>.<

sianz...no ppl de...>.<>

saw this lady...wearing all black...with her face covered too...>.<

went to suntec to meet dardar after work..
and headed for supper with his friends and Nel..
>.<

I'm not angry..
just not feeling right..
Is not that I dun trust you...
but just that sense of insecurity and worried..
remember that time when I let that guy in to stay for a night..?
you're somehow unhappy about it..
well..I think that feeling you had that time best describes how I feel now bah..
hmm...well..I know that's your character..
and it isn't wrong for you to socialize and make more friends..
so..you dun have to change or anything..
just perhaps that it takes some time for me to adapt bah...
so...just bare with me lo..
hmm..I'm not as perfect as you might think...
now you see the real me...
I'm so bad, mean and unreasonable...
**sigh**
sorries that I didnt pick up the calls..
just dunno what to say lo...
just want some quiet time..
please forgive me...
that's the kind of me...
i'm not good de...

**Tired**
worked from 2-10 today..
exhausted..oh well...
I did something reali blur today..
**gosh**
reali cant believe it...
at first there was this lady...
she bought a bag from me..
cost $19.00..
just when I was bout to press the button on the cash register..
she distracted me by asking me some questions..
after that I was blur..
I keyed in 2 extra zeros..
so the amount due became..
$1900.00...!!
gosh..couldn't void it cos I already pressed the key..=x
my sales today suddenly "looked" so high.. =.="
see...

Tata...!! It was a very long day today...
so..it's gonna be a super long post today...=x
First, went back to Bowen..
visit my teachers..miss them loadz wor..
well...this is a group pic with our maths teacher, Mrs Iszal..
>.<hehe..
[Evil sH@n's snapshot]
today is also Mrs Iszal's birthday..
and we bought a cake for her...=x

before we left the school..
each of us was given a big hug from the lovely lady..
miss you cher~!
this pic is my snappie of Mrs Iszal and Huiqi..
>.<

ermm..well..this is a "sushi" cake from Mrs Iszal's current form class..
kinda weird lo..
haha...
sushi...?!?!
it's made of jelly + spoonge cake + seaweed...
funny combination...=x

Finally left the school..
decided to head to AMK hub for lunchie..^^

hehe..while in the bus...on the way to AMK hub..
hehe...took pics...
Qun & me..

Qun, Wen & me..

At pizza hut.. while waiting for our orders to be served..
Huili was busy persuading Qun to become a vegetarian with all her stories..>.<

Yingying and Jing Lun browsing each others' phone...
searching for something they like...>.<

hmm...Well..met up with dardar after that..
headed to Bugis..
hehe...see see walk walk..
today dardar helped me choose a skirt..
hehe..nice nice..I like..
then head to suntec in the evening..
cause I promised Huiqi that I'll be goin down to her workplace for ice-cream..
hehe..
well..this was our dinner...
wah...the portion horx...
**scary**
the burger so big..
haha..luckily I didnt double it..
otherwise........
haha..

ermm...well...Huiqi preparing our ice-cream..
super ren zhen..
hehe..

Tata~! Fantastic Five Sundae..!!
*yummy*
done by Huiqi..with love..
haha..
*so mushy*
hehe...very nice...

felt so full and bloated after eating up everything..
wooo... five big scoops of ice-cream..plus..one big scoop of cream..
haha...luckily I didnt ate much of the cream..
haha..**fattening**
hehe...
hmm..well....so tired now..wanna head off to lala land liao le...
hehe...
tml gotta work..*sianz*
hehe...dardar also working tml..>.<
can go home together...
hehe...
cant wait till monday...!! then I can start my party plan..
hehe..have a whole list of things in mind..=x
Life is great~!
Bright & Sunny~!!
Love it...!!!